Wednesday, July 05, 2006 @11:59 PM
earache from ensamsong of the day-sozinha masteri need to get myself a freakin' record player.mum hasn't come back home yet.i called her yesterday and shes still in turkey.earlier this morning,ive checked my brother's cellphone for any messages for me(i still dont have mine in my hands remember) and what a pleasant surprise that she texted back,saying that she missed the both of us.i mean you gotta understand that shes the sort who conceals her feelings from anyone's acknowledgement even her children.gee..i miss her too.i miss neez and hannah.i miss kenji too.oh er in case you didnt know,that erm we've already ended the adventures of ourselves due to my heavy schedule since last few weeks ago.we're still friends after that.and im happy for him now that he has a new girlfriend.and so ive been doing my artwork back for my pastime or watching movies after school with erm some person.the artwork that im doing is regarding some girls taking drugs lastime/nonstop that i read from teenvogue magazine,specifically those crystals thingy.and suprisingly they got good feedbacks from some of them,saying something like they were moved after reading it.i dont have the mag here with me at the moment so i will share with you guys maybe tomorrow or other time alright for more details.but what really got my attention was this amazing picture of pink crystals taken by some underated photographer.i cant remember her name.and i really have to replicate it...no,not by taking a picture of the picture itself..but to color it using my own convenient mediums.ive been focusing too much on color pencils with watercolor backgrounds since long time ago till i can just use any cheap 12 colorpencils.my uncle has promised me that hes gonna get me more than 28 classic ones since i fucking hate watercolor pencils as my birthday gift..gee..cant wait man..
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